Post by shade on Mar 27, 2009 13:38:12 GMT -8
Name:They call me Icepaw, though in all
honesty I havn't had my mentor ceremony yet.
See they don't see me, just as I don't see them.
I am a fading fragment in their lives, like ghost.
The beginning of my name comes from my ability
to freeze my thoughts like ice and block out
everything but what I need, making me an
excellent healer. The last part of my name, Shatter,
comes from the fact that
I feel like no more then a ghost to them and I
have basically shattered, not to mention the several
times my heart has been shattered.
Clan:Stealthclan
Rank:Medicine Cat apprentice?
Age:I just turned six moons, meaning
my ceremony should be very soon. Either that or
they shall forget about the blind white tom that stays
away from the others.
Gender:Male
Appearance:
I am an icy white tom. My fur has a little bit of a cloud
feature so it is soft as well as just a tiny bit fluffy. At
the same time my cloud fur clings to me like a wet
blanket of feathers. I have strong legs but can't see
where i'm going to run. I am muscular, though the fluff
barely shows it. I have sapphire eyes. They have a frosty
mist over them proving that I am blind and not some faker.
I have been told my eyes are the most beautiful part of
me but I can't speak for myself
Persona;;
Honestly? I feel worthless. My parent's abandonned me or
didn't show me any love. I feel a deep burning anger with
every heartbeat I am blind not helpless. I can sometimes
be estatic as hard is that s to believe. I am a skilled lier
because I cant read expressions. It gives me fake confidence.
I often dream that I killed my parents and I feel a deep satisfaction but then I wake up gasping and feel guilt.
There are times when I don't know wrong from right
and wonder if anyone does.
History:
I was born nestled in between to bushes, or at least
thats what I think they were. They had a distinct smell
of leaves and rust. In case you haven't guessed I am blind,
my parent's didn't guess right away, though. At first I
heard their squeals of joy and I looked up. Te squeals
changed to horror and I hid, trying to bury up against
my mother only to realize she was scurying away from me
, her only son. I as sad at first because my parent's
hated me but when they brought in my sister, Snowpaw,
that sadness turned to a blind rage and
I through fit after fit. It was like
they were trying to replace me with a cat I would NEVER
be. I grew up with Snowpaw as my sister and she offered
my a shoulder to cry on, even though sometimes I was
jealous. She had my parent's love and I didn't. When
I was finally old enough to be an apprentice I was
overjoyed, and I loved the idea of taking the MCA's path.
RP Example:
I my heart raced as I awoke from another of
those dreams. The ones where I killed my parents.
My heart thumped with a shrill cry of guilt and I could
help but hide in my soft white paws. Or at least I
assumed they are white. I am blind my beautiful
sapphire eyes are dull and do not sparkle with wonder
like others. What kind of son dreams his aprent's dead
dreams that HE kills them. Not just some stranger
around the corner, him. It wasn't until the wind sang that
I felt the warm salt tears flowing down my face and I
felt like an idiot. More so than always. As I blind cat I
always felt like an idiot, stumbling around with imiginary
grace.
OOC- Is this enough??
honesty I havn't had my mentor ceremony yet.
See they don't see me, just as I don't see them.
I am a fading fragment in their lives, like ghost.
The beginning of my name comes from my ability
to freeze my thoughts like ice and block out
everything but what I need, making me an
excellent healer. The last part of my name, Shatter,
comes from the fact that
I feel like no more then a ghost to them and I
have basically shattered, not to mention the several
times my heart has been shattered.
Clan:Stealthclan
Rank:Medicine Cat apprentice?
Age:I just turned six moons, meaning
my ceremony should be very soon. Either that or
they shall forget about the blind white tom that stays
away from the others.
Gender:Male
Appearance:
I am an icy white tom. My fur has a little bit of a cloud
feature so it is soft as well as just a tiny bit fluffy. At
the same time my cloud fur clings to me like a wet
blanket of feathers. I have strong legs but can't see
where i'm going to run. I am muscular, though the fluff
barely shows it. I have sapphire eyes. They have a frosty
mist over them proving that I am blind and not some faker.
I have been told my eyes are the most beautiful part of
me but I can't speak for myself
Persona;;
Honestly? I feel worthless. My parent's abandonned me or
didn't show me any love. I feel a deep burning anger with
every heartbeat I am blind not helpless. I can sometimes
be estatic as hard is that s to believe. I am a skilled lier
because I cant read expressions. It gives me fake confidence.
I often dream that I killed my parents and I feel a deep satisfaction but then I wake up gasping and feel guilt.
There are times when I don't know wrong from right
and wonder if anyone does.
History:
I was born nestled in between to bushes, or at least
thats what I think they were. They had a distinct smell
of leaves and rust. In case you haven't guessed I am blind,
my parent's didn't guess right away, though. At first I
heard their squeals of joy and I looked up. Te squeals
changed to horror and I hid, trying to bury up against
my mother only to realize she was scurying away from me
, her only son. I as sad at first because my parent's
hated me but when they brought in my sister, Snowpaw,
that sadness turned to a blind rage and
I through fit after fit. It was like
they were trying to replace me with a cat I would NEVER
be. I grew up with Snowpaw as my sister and she offered
my a shoulder to cry on, even though sometimes I was
jealous. She had my parent's love and I didn't. When
I was finally old enough to be an apprentice I was
overjoyed, and I loved the idea of taking the MCA's path.
RP Example:
I my heart raced as I awoke from another of
those dreams. The ones where I killed my parents.
My heart thumped with a shrill cry of guilt and I could
help but hide in my soft white paws. Or at least I
assumed they are white. I am blind my beautiful
sapphire eyes are dull and do not sparkle with wonder
like others. What kind of son dreams his aprent's dead
dreams that HE kills them. Not just some stranger
around the corner, him. It wasn't until the wind sang that
I felt the warm salt tears flowing down my face and I
felt like an idiot. More so than always. As I blind cat I
always felt like an idiot, stumbling around with imiginary
grace.
OOC- Is this enough??
